long time no write!

i just wanted to say im still here :) alot has happened this past month and i've just had no time to really sit down and write. i haven't been taking any pictures lately either so i have no pics to post.

2 weeks ago i miscarried. i found out i was pregnant in june and had a miscarriage on august 10, 2011. worst day/week of my life. long story short, we've been trying for a 2nd baby for 8 months and when we found out i was preggo, we were ESTATIC. beyond happy, wanted to tell the whole world. anyway things weren't right from the beginning. and so 2 weeks ago i miscarried. i was devastated. depressed. but thank God i am 110% better now, body is fully recovered and i'm so thankful for my health. things happen for a reason and i am ok with that. it's just sad cuz we wanted that baby so so bad. anyway my dr. gave me the ok to start trying again and boy are we~! hahaha wish us luck!

other than that just been working and trying to enjoy what's left of summer. i love living in canada and all but i hate how our summers are so short and our winters are so long.

i am really happy to say that after so long, i think i am finally in a really really good place. of course things can be better but so far, so good. i can see the light, i'm heading in the right direction. :) i wish i can say more, in time i think i can and i will.

hope everyone is well! <3